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| To you dear man, (Excuse me?!? Do you even deserve to be called a MAN?!?)
Thanks for all her sleepless nights. Thanks for making her life a great disaster. You really did a good job, you did make her feel as if she's the most desperate and pathetic person in the whole world ever. Much more for making a fool out of her. Very nice.
and you even have the balls to tell her that you want her beside you even if you want somebody else?!? You're really fantastic. I wonder where in hell did you get that fucking confidence to tell her she's the one you need and your other girl is just a fling.
You know what? Damn you! Go to hell, and don't ever show up to her ever again!
Ang kapal mo. ang kapal kapal mo. I dunno why you can't tell her the truth that you're just afraid that your new girl won't worship you as much as she did to you. I dunno why you kept on making excuses, or kept on telling lies that you're fucking guilty and sorry when in fact you aren't. You had the balls to lie to her for three months and even use her to feed you egoistic dick but you don't have the balls to let her go her way. Come on. Why can't you let her go? You love her still? Do you even know what love is?!?
Nah. Natural laws exist. And I know you're gonna spend your lifetime in hell. - Si Carissa ay:angry
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| Ayon. Nagtagumpay si Caces na pilitin akong icancel yung pe1 class ko. at super nahassle pa ako nun ah. as in ang-cut ako ng ilan kong klase at nakipag-away sa mga tao sa our (kasi malabo sila, pero hindi ko malalamang malabo sila kung hindi dahil kay Caces, kaya kasalanan niya to) para lang bridge na ang one and only pe ko ngayong sem. Pag ako talaga bumagsak dito. Naku. ewan ko na lang. baka pasabugin ko yung gym, or yung faculty room niya.
Kamote yung cs130 namin. jusko. lalabas na at ang dugo maski sa pores ng balat ko dahil sa hirap ng probset. grabe. sinulit niya yung walang class. grabe naman. ngayon kelangan kong matapos yung written probset and at least half nung mala-mp na probset before engg week para hindi maka-interfere sa laro(wow. parang etong engg week ang binabayaran ko sa UP kapag nag-eenroll ako ng 2nd sem.). Shet. sana ipasa ko to. ang dugo talaga eh.
Nah. mami-miss ko ang pe1 class ko. hindi man lang ako umabot sa practicum. huhu.
At si sir we-know-who, hindi ap rin ako sinasali sa mailing list namin sa 120! Naman sir!
Met Sasha a while ago. She looks so sick. Nah. I really miss her. Siya lang kase yung taong gugustuhin ko mag-nag saken forever. ewan ko. There's something in the way she nags on me na nakakapag-parealize sakin na I did something very very wrong, and that she's not overreacting. Oh well. Best friends are best friends. I'll miss the fruit shakes and chocolates sessions. wah. kelan kaya ulit yun..:(
at sana. makahanap na ako ng work na gusto ko. haha. stupid. | |
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| recap ng first week:
--> My physics teacher is very cute. Agree naman si eman dito. haha. kaso, 1st strike na ko, waha. ang galing ko kasi magkasakit. oh wells. I have 11 more to go. wish me luck for my 2nd recit class on friday (my first one was when I was taking physics under sir francis.).
-->hmm. hindi na naman nagpakita si sir me-and-everybody-else-know-who. asa pang magpakita to. haha. mukhang break time ko ang cs elective ko na nton under him. hai. I must pass sir. lumusot ako senyo last sem eh.
-->PE1. waha. so excited to dare myself not to sleep in this class. no cute classmates.
-->CS130. nvm. just text mei ann for the whole story, or any of my cs130 classmates
-->CW10. excited talaga ko dito (i'm not sarcastic), kahit medyo nafi-feel ko na ang bigat ng paperworks dito...
-->BRidge! weeh! eto ang highlight ng sem ko! Yey! medyo precise na ko mag-bid (based sa criteria ni Daddy). so excited sa first game! weeh! goodluck na lang sa quota!
--> di ako pumasok ng cs173. buti na lang walang prof. haha. 1st strike na ren ako dito.
at iba pang kwento
*break na si lilac at aron. it's official.
*engg week fever na! gusto ko lang maglaro at i-enjoy ang spirit ng pagiging buo ng CURSOR for this week-long event.
*ISOC! go ACTI!
*pokemon crater addict na ako. waha. I love my shiny starmie (kahit star siya. hmm. siya lang ang star na mahal ko. hehe) and my ghostly corsola...hmm. I want a jigglypuff and an eevee as well.
oh wells. next time na ang super updates. too busy sa bejeweled eh:) | |
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| OO. tama. Andito ako sa dept at nagnenet, when supposedly nag-eenlist ako ng subjects ko. Na-enlist ko na kasi yung mga gusto ko. At naghihintay na lang ako ng oras. Haha. Mukhang walang paki sa earth ang nagbabantay so libre kaming nakakagamit ng internet dito Haha. Oh well. Sana makuha ko yung Span 10.
AT sana, hindi na ako kelangan mag-prerog...
Goodluck kamusta naman ang hindi niya pagbabantay samin. Nag-eenjoy na kami dito ng sobra haha. | |
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| Good Luck Dear Me,
Good luck for the new sem,
for the coming enlistment (I know I'll never get a 3-unit whatever subject in crs unless it is a cs class),
for the coming enrollment,
for the new job,
for my never-ending job hunting (I need a night shift job, puede bang wag call center?),
for the bridge class (Hello Caces. Do you hear me?!),
for my other classes, especially my physics class(come on, no more dropping please!),
for the coming exams and mp,
for Eman (Paturo!:P),
for the plans of changing and fixing my life (please. help me guide myself to a new direction),
for engg week (hey kath, you mustn't cut classes!)
and for all that's gonna happen to me this coming semester...
the best I can do is wish my self GOOD LUCK.
I need to pass all my subjects, don't ever dare again the 6-absences rule, and find a good job.
oh well. Good Luck to me. - Si Carissa ay:hopeful
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| Oh well. still not over from election day blues. oh well. I'll tell the story next time.
Ugh. Getting tired of looking for a job. Darn. I Promised myself that I'm gonna find one before sembreak ends. Oh yes, I found one. But I did not accept it. Oh well. Seems like I'm gonna regret what I did.
And I'm getting broke. Gahr. I still haven't got my payment for a project I've done for my mom's office.Darn.
Oh well. Tired of financial and health and political issues.
I need a break. Oh.
I feel crappy.
Not yet ready to start next sem.
And crap, I need one more subject. CS elective? Spanish? French? Psych? GAhr.
P.S. Hmm, at least something wonderful happened today. I checked my CRS enlistment results and guess what?! I got another PE! YAy! It's Bridge:) One more thing: Me and Daddy are classmates hehe:)
Another P.S.: I feel stupid still. Arrgh - Si Carissa ay:crappy
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| Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel
Good enough
I feel good enough for you
Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel
Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this
Good enough
Am I good enough
For you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me
'Cause I can't say no
- Si Carissa ay:stressed
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| So cool talaga..:) Meron ng snap shots ng links sa LJ! So nice, ngayon ko lang na-feel ang progress ng lj. haha. Oh well. Seems like I'm gonna love LJ again :) Great job, LJ!:)
One more cool thing, I got almost all my 'wants' sa crs. I'm just keeping my fingers crossed for just one more crs-related miracle: to give me an mst subject. Come on, that's the only ge subject na di ko na lang nakukuha, so I'm really wishing and praying that crs will finally give it to me. I just had a crappy sem because of crs, so sana bumawi naman sila. :)
Hmm. So far, everything's going fine for me. Waha. Hopefully until next sem eh ganito na lang.
- Si Carissa ay:feeling lucky!
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| Yes! tapos na ang sem ko..:)
Salamat sa lahat ng naging parte ng buhay ko ngayong sem...
Sir Quiwa, dahil ginawa niyo kong freshie ulet
Sir Feria, sa pagpapaalala niyo na mahirap talaga mag-cs
Sir David, pagiging super duper baet at considerate na prof..:) sana maging prof ko kayo ulet..:)
Kay Babols at Darwin, ginawa niong thrilling ang sem na to
MHXY family ko, na miss na miss ko na. wah.
sa bagong friends at mga kasama sa kalokohan
kay Eman at JC na walang sawang akong tinuturuan sa Math55(ui Eman, 130 naman next sem hehe)
kay Rona na laging nagpapahiram ng tc7 niya sakin
kay Joan sa paggawa ng isa kong assignment sa 157
kay Ven sa pagpapahiram ng laptop
kay BJ at Joel, sa pagiging kalaro sa card games kahit sobra nila kong iniinis
kay Mae na nagpaxeros ng notes niya sa Math55 para sakin
sa groupmates ko sa fil40, lalo na kay Ayra na taga-chuchu sakin kapag malapit ng dumating si Ma'am
sa Byte ko, na lagi akong chine-cheer at kinukwentuhan at kinakausap kahit nonsense na ko minsan
kay Lilac, na takbuhan ko at walang sawang nagmamahal inspite ng mga shortcomings ko...
at xempre, makakalimutan ko ba ang partner in crime ko, na kahit di ako nirereplyan at lagi akong sinasadista at lagi akong inaasar, ay masasabi kong one of the best friends ever, thanks Daddy, Thanks for staying with me all this time. If not for you, naku ewan ko na lang. wenk. mushy.:)
at sa lahat pa nang di ko namention haha.
thanks:)
Next Sem na ulet..:p
- Si Carissa ay:Thank God it's over mode
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